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bruise my soul
03:45
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surface starts to separate
I see a break, I see a break
tear me up and knock me down
ricochet, i’ll ricochet
i want to lose control
i’m afraid that this time
you crossed the line
and it’s bruising my soul
inward we start to fall
dissipate, dissipate
dissolute – lack restraint
radiate, radiate
i want to lose control
i’m afraid that this time
you crossed the line
and it’s bruising my soul
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2. |
downhill
04:35
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mouths making noise is all I ever see
please baby please, realize what you mean to me.
we use to be so happy, drinkin’ and lovin’ all night
don’t know how it happened all we do is fight
I’m diggin, diggin diggin
pulling, pulling, pulling
fighting fighting fighting,
to make you love me again
the look of love is dead in your eyes
just an empty shell with nothing left for me inside
as we push each other buttons now the only thing I see
is how much I hate your reflection in me
I’m diggin, diggin diggin
pulling, pulling, pulling
fighting fighting fighting,
to make you love me again
I never thought I’d be here again
I never thought I’d stop loving you
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3. |
charade
04:25
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charade has begun now isn’t this fun
put on your masks and hide
catch a reflection of what I have become
and read the escape in my eyes
and I could give in
as you try to drag me down again
but I’m afraid, afraid, afraid
its not gonna happen tonight cause
I feel betrayed, betrayed, betrayed
the look in your eyes isn’t right tonight
so please just keep your mouth shut
I don’t need more of the same
and spare me all your shit cause
im done with charades, charades, charades
I’m sick of pretending that nothing is wrong
and hiding my feelings from you
I’ve lost my desire to try to stay strong
my breakdown is long overdue
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feel the walls closing in,
as I start to come around
thought that I could make it thru
but I can really feel it now
what am I supposed to do
cause I don’t know if I believe
that I will ever find a way
to deal with what’s left of the
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pain, the pain, the pain
it keeps me from sleeping at night
it drives me insane, insane, insane
I don’t have the patience to fight tonight
im not here to be dumped on
and if you have something to say
then keep it to yourself cause
im done with charades, charades, charades
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4. |
collapse
03:45
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trying to pick up the
pieces seem to be
broken beyond restoration
how much resistance is
there left in this now
fragile patchwork frame
outline of me
this lapse
I slip into a coma
collapse
spaced out
dizzy, dizzy from seeds the past
try to remember . . .
what happened to me
the hardest thing about letting go
is not losing you
the hardest thing about letting go is
now i have to face myself
lost track of everything
what i was building and why
clips of a faint memory leave me
scattered and paralyzed
this lapse
I slip into a coma
collapse
spaced out
dizzy, dizzy from seeds the past
try to remember . . .
what happened to me
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5. |
grounded
04:12
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stumble around
bring me back down
calm my cluttered head
center me again
incomplete
what could it be, oh what could it be
tip toe over here
its nothing to fear, its nothing to fear
you said it wouldn’t work im beginning to doubt you
I never want to spend another minute without you
touching the ground
bring me back down
to a place that I can feel
tell me this is real
feel released
what’s happened to me, what’s happened to me
tip toe over here
it soon will be clear, soon will be clear
you said it wouldn’t work im beginning to doubt you
I never want to spend another minute without you
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6. |
intrinsic
05:13
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it never worked as i planned
i set it up to fail
we never had a chance
you tell me
where would we be
if you listened to me
you don’t have to remind me
what it took to get here
i long to see
stray lines of previous sketches
that need to all come together now
i long to be
captured by this illusion
absolved and it
makes it all better now
i long to see
stray lines of previous sketches
that need to all come together now
don’t regret what i said
left it all in the past
now i’m moving ahead
i forgot where i’d been
.. i lost track,
i’ll never do that again
i can see
i can finally see
you never listened to me
you don’t have to remind me
what it took to get here
i long to see
stray lines of previous sketches
that need to all come together now
i long to be
captured by this illusion
absolved and it
makes it all better now
i long to see
stray lines of previous sketches
that need to all come together now
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7. |
never a moment
00:45
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there was never a moment when evil was real
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8. |
time capsule
03:46
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thoughts flow randomly
crazy visions blocking me
in, out back and forth
my mind travels outwardly
my own little carnival
let’s go for a ride
jump into this time capsule
let’s see what’s outside
oh its me
how could this be
my mind has traveled outwardly
ohhh, what is this
how can I exist ?
my body’s in motion
my mind’s at play
come play
come play with me
half the time
I don’t even know where I’ve been
my feet hit the ground, but I’m floatin
in and out and
all the way across the room
im just tryin to figure out what to do
oh its me
how could this be
my mind has traveled outwardly
ohhh, what is this
how can I exist ?
my body’s in motion
my mind’s at play
come play
come play with me
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